Aisa zeher hummein diya

Aisa zeher hummein diya,jismein nasha bahaut,
thoudi si jindagi toh di,par gham diya bahaut.

Paane ki aarzu mein hum kya se kya ho gaye,
socha toh muskura diye phir ro diye bahaut.

Behti leher ko rok ke tum ko yeh dil diya,
par bhar mein gher kar gayee, tanhaeya bahaut.

Thi befikar si jindagi jab saath tu mere,
Ab bekhudi ne aapki sehma diya bahaut.

English Translation:

She gave me such a poison which is so mesmerizing
It blessed me a bit of life first but then blesssed
me abundance of pain

Look what I have become in an only wish to get her,
When I thought of this I laughed on me but then I
cried alot.

I have scarifice so many things just to make her
mine and she left me with this loneliness and gone
so far away.

I was so bold and happy when she use to stay with me,
and now i lost within myself so much that it scares
me alot.

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