In Search of Divine

Jeevan Matka  Aadha pouna khali hai Halka hai na bhari hai Bharne ko tadape hai mann  Louta hai ya thali hai Aadha pouna khali hai Halka hai na bhari hai Bharne ko bhaktke hai mann  Louta hai ya thali hai

The helplessness of Honesty!! Apne hi zurm ko kaise chupa laite hai khuch log Sach ko yu jhooth banakar sazaa daite hai khuch log Main zinda hu mujhe dhikta hai pardo ke pare kya hai, Mujhe gavaar batakar, mujpe hasteh hai khuch log.

Antar mann se dekh tu, tu mera kya hoye? Jaag musafhir bhor bhaye, kyu mann mandir mein soye? Tuj bin jeena vyarth hai, aur muj bin jeena bhool, Sang jiye toh swarg yaha varna sab khuch dhool.

Agar kal nahi houta mera dil deewana, Na koi ghazal likhta na koi fasaana. Meri aarzu thi main chahu unhe, Voh kal joh nahi milta, toh houta viraana. Khuda gar mujhe uska sahara na daita, Na koi safar houta na koi thikana.

Aksh dou chaar hi cehreh pe sajana es baar, khat mera soch samajke tum jalana es baar. Dillagi pe kare duniya mein yakeen dilwale, Pyar ke unkahe vaade ko nibhana es baar. Bujdili kaam na aaaegi aise har baar, Ishq ki jung mein talvaar liye aana es baar. Maine thukara diya hai khokhale rivaazoh ko, Tumbhi duniya ki sharam chod ke aana es baar.

Apne mein hi khush rehta hai voh paani ki tarah sheetal Sheetal. Rukta hai kabhi beh jaata hai paani ki tarah sheetal Sheetal. Pyasoh ko kabhi tadpaata hai nehlaataa kabhi Sheetal Sheetal Ghultaa hai kabhi mil jaata hai Har rang mein ranga Sheetal Sheetal.

Apne hi desh ko hum chod ke khusiyaa dhundhe, Jaise baadal bana paani phir ban gaya boondein, Boond har koi samundar mein jaa nahi milti, Dhundhene se kabhi khusiyaa yahaa nahi milti.

Aadmi (Mankind) Apni manjil ko banana hummein nahi aaya, Kachche rishtoh ko nibhana hummein nahi aaya. Soch hi soch mein humne gujaar di raatein, sach ki loh ko jagaana hummein nahi aaya. Humne kudrat ko shikhane mein joh bhi koshish ki, Ha magar khudko shikhana hummein nahi aaya.

Dark fact behind Actresses....... Apni Jawaani ko baich ke, Sapno ki raani ban gayi, Phir koi baiti kisi baap ki, aakho ka paani ban gayi. Barso savara jise pyar se, lajja, guno aur sanskaar se, Voh maa ki mamtaa ko thokar lagaa, paagal, diwaani ban gayi. Apni Jawaani ko baich ke, Sapno ki raani ban gayi, Phir koi baiti kisi baap ki, aakho ka paani ban gayi.

Aap paani ki baat karte hai, Maine paththar mein nami dekhi hai, Jindagi kya hai koi kya samjhe, Kisne khud apni chabi dekhi hai. Kyu bharosa kare tu kudrat pe, Tune kab eski sakal dekhi hai, Naam bas naam hi ko sun kar ke, Apni banee ko bigadte dekhi hai.

All I Won, But all I Loose, No wonder, I'm so Confuse. How Secret Lies, made me amuse, How Blatant truths, I kept refuse. I'm mindful now, of small and huge, So I took a vow, Not to abuse.

A long time before re-meet Aap aaye hai es tarah meri nigaho mein, chand jaise falak mein chandni pirouta hai. Gir gaye joh mere woh naam se hi aasu hai, Asal mein dil tumhe khone ke daar se routa hai.

Regretful laugh on Past deeds, before death Aakhari saas pe hum aag bhujaane nikale, Apni bigadi ko phir ek baar banane nikale. Hosh aane mein badi dair ho gayi ae dil, Tere armaan tere ghar ko girane nikale. Jindagi tujko banane ka humko jazbaa tha, Hai kis dhun mein hum yeh khudko mitane nikale. Kal jise fakr se toukar laga ke chalte the, Aaj us bheed mein lo hum bhi dewaane nikale. Hue madhhosh bade shaan se marte hue hum, Apni hi kabr ko kya khoob sajaane nikale.

Seeing the Hidden Trap of Suffering Aaj phir meri nazar milke usse roune lagi,  1 Dard zaalim hai be rehem bahaut rulata hai. 2 Dou ghadi chupke hasata bhi hai agar mujko, Phir nami dard rukavat se le hi aata hai. 1 2 Dhuae se aag ka rishta asal mein hai lekin, Mere jigar ko bin dhuae ke hi jalata hai. 1 2 Es tarah darr ka mere zehen pe asar eska, Yeh mujhe hosh mein madhosh kiye jaata hai.1 2

Asal mein chand apni chandni churata hai, Tere laboh se karz laike muskurata hai. Asal mein jal joh yeh nadi mein sarsarata hai Tere bhavar se gehsuao se mod lata hai. Asal mein madh bhara koyal joh geet gata hai, Tere awaaz ko dhouke se gungunata hai. Asal mein gul joh yeh chaman mein khilkhilata hai, Tere Uf-husn ke marmal se rang lata hai.

Charo taraf hai bebasi har su lage bejaan, Ae husn tere Marmari ehsaas pe qurbaan. Har dil dua karne lage machale hue emaan, Ae husn tere Marmari ehsaas pe qurbaan. Pooje nazar yeh maanke tu kar chala ehsaan, Ae husn tere Marmari ehsaas pe qurbaan.

Aajadiyoh ke naam pe, thagata raha hu main, Be-mol hi be-matlab, bikta raha hu main.(1)(2)   Meri  jindagi mein roj hi pal bitate hai yu,          Ke jaise dame jindagi bharta raha hu main.(1)(2) Saayad  yeh aakhari ho meri haarke nishaan, Varna toh roj haar-ke jalta raha hu main.(1)(2) Ke ab toh mil hi jaaegi mangil meri mujhe,          Varna toh roj khakh me milta raha hu main.(1)(2) English Translation: I have beeen cheated in the name of freedom, Since so long, For no price for no reason I get sold myself Since so long. Each and every second of my life  is spent in such a way,Like I am paying back for every breathe i am taking. I hope that this time its the last hint of my defeat trend, Otherwise I have been failing always and kept burning within. This time I will reach my destination I Wish so, otherwise I hav been meeting with this dust Since so long.

Achanak hi meri duniya, bahaut takalif daiti hai, (1) Voh aadat muskuraane ki, bahaut takalif daiti hai. (2) Voh bachpan ki nami mukh par, voh mann ka saaf sa rehena, Par ab aaena dekhu jabbhi bahaut takalif houti hai. (1)(2) Voh dinbhar befikar rehna, voh khud ko baadasha kehena, Aur ab bebash sa houne pe bahaut takalif houti hai. Voh sach ka samana karana, voh mandir mein diya karana, Voh chup rehena kabhi kis se, voh dhere dhere sharmana, Par ab mandir ko kehne pe bhi, bahaut takalif houti hai. (1)(2) English Translation: Suddenly my whole world starts to trouble me, alot, that habbit of laughing and rejoicing starts to trouble me, alot. That cuteness on my face when I was a child, That purity of heart when I was a kid, and now when I look myself in a mirror, it starts to trouble me, alot. That careless living for day n night and , That behaving, as if I am a king, when I was a small, and now when I find myself helpless and miserable it starts to trouble ...

Aav se na tav se, Muskil padav se , Duniya ki gaadi chalti hai. Jakhmoh se ghav se, Kitne dabaav se, Ensaan ki drusti gujarati hai. Til-mil pehnaav se, Ziddi savabhav se, Khusiyoh ko saa-seh tarasti hai.

AE JIVAN TERI RAAHO MEIN, JAB BHI ROYE BAHUT ROYE, TERI GEHRI NIGAHO MEIN, JABHI KHOYE BAHUT KHOYE, GHADI DOU BHAR KI KHUSIYOH NE, TOH APNA KAAM KAR DALA, HUM APNI JEED KE JAANE PE, JABHI ROYE BAHUT ROYE. SITARE DHIK BHI JAATE THE, KHABHI AAKHE JO KHUL JATI, MAGAR HUM AAZMANE MEIN, JABHI ROYE BAHUT ROYE. JO TUNE KAR DIYA, VOH MERI MAANGOH KI KAHANI HAI, MAGAR HUM HAAR KAR KHUD SE, JABHI ROYE BAHUT ROYE. English Translation: Whenever I cried in this Path of life , I cried alot,alot. Whenever I looked in this eyes of life, I look so deep alot These momentary happyness came through and passed by and did its work but whenever I realize my useless paingiving haughtiness, I cried alot,alot. I use to see the stars sometime whenever my eyes get opned, but whenever I loose in trying this and that, I cried alot,alot. Whatever I am I have its all because of my desire been fulfilled by you(god), but whenever I found that I have been defeated by myself I cried alot,...