In Search of Divine

Kabhi aap meri dua ban gaye aur, kabhi aap meri duhaai ka karan. Kabhi aap meri hasi ban gaye aur, Kabhi ban gaye meri aakho ki uljhan. Kabhi aap mera guroor ban gaye aur, kabhi meri lajja,Kabhi meri sharam. Kabhi meri raaho ki manjil bane aur, Kabhi ban gaye aap pairo ki adchan.

Dil mere aaj tune hadh kar di, chand sabdo ki yu ghazal kar di. chup ka-ee bhool gaye sapno mein, jaan phir phuk kar pehel kar di. suni, viraan, tadapti raaho mein, roshni dekar badi halchal kar di.

khud ko kitne paath padha kar, akhir kar main jeet gaya. jhuthi duniya jhute sapne, mera sach bhi bhik gaya. rang berange chaka chound manmohi gham ke saye mein,

Diwali[yet another excuse] Phir bahane se yu logo ne sach pe, vaar kiya Phir chaka chound ujaaloh mein hosh, gaad diya Yeh teri chikh ko khudaa ya![ae dost!] kaha se sunte, Tujko sunne ka joh bhi aks tha voh maar diya.

Main kosish har dafa karta hu lekin haar jata hu burai tere aage apna sar main yu jhukata hu magar ek din toh aaaegaa ladai mein bhi jeetunga tasalli yu koi de kar kabhi phir muskurata hu

Khuch aap apni nigaaho se milkar, Hummein yu nashe mein dubaate rahe. Khuch hum humari nazar se gunaah kar, gunehgaar khud ko banate rahe. Khuch aap apne esaaro ko lekar, rangeen sapne sajaate rahe, khuch hum humari badhi dhakakano ko dabi aahatoh se manate rahe.

Paap baatoh se bhi houte hai, nigaaho se bhi, khuch esaaro se bhi houte hai, vicharoh se bhi, apne paapo ko ginaane ki ab himmat hi nahi, ye ginane pe bhi badhate hai bhulaane pe bhi.

chaltaa chalaa gaya Main sahi galat ke beech mein chaltaa chalaa gaya, Khud apni be-khudi mein gujarataa chalaa gaya. Hosh-ao-hawaas aake mujhe puch-te rahe, Tu kaun hai? jo mujko parakhtaa chalaa gaya! Darr ne kabhi, kabhi gham ne, yu dhakka diya mujhe, Main unse phir bhi josh mein ladhtaa chalaa gaya.

Probable answers of certain questions, May be it’s a, journey or maybe it’s a, problem. May be its surviving until the body gives up, or May be it’s a, duty, got to make it even. Blessing from heavens or a Scientific Bang! May be it’s a miracle but then may be its not!! Mysterious secrets or wonderful lies, Too much of Matter over too little Mind Un-ending debate of wrong and, what’s right? Re-writing the rule book preparing for fight

We've got too many dreams and too many hopes too many dieases and too many dose too many weapons and too many wars too much of banking and too many laws too many dollars and too many pounds too many questions and too many doubts too many cigratees and too many drinks too many girlfriends with too many jeans too many secrets and too many lies too much of drama I'm hardly surprise!!!!

Naik aakho ne har ek shakhs paresaan dekha, khoon mein dooba hua ad-maraa jahaan dekha. har taraf shor chakachound behayaayi mein, muft mein bhik raha lachaar sa khudaa dekha. dard-e-dil dhundhane ki phir kabhi jo koshish ki, khudke aasu mein chipaa raaz-e-sach bayaan dekha.

Realization of Life's Paradox My needs is my hunger, My goals are my pain. My strength is my fear, My hopes are my chains. My search is my freedom, Its simple, Its plain I am bound to surrender, to win or to gain.