In Search of Divine

Saras majani sundar komad, marmar vaat nibhavish hu, Ghar aagan ma tulsi ropi, Rozeh seesh jhukawish hu. Shukh dhukh na be paida upar, Jeevan ane mrutuyu no bhaar, Dinal saathe hasi rade ne, Banne bhar uthavish hu.

Sulah ho gayi hai, meri jindagi se, Khusi hai ke mann se nikalti nahi hai. Hasi thak gayi toh hasateh hai aasu, Jalan hai ke mann mein sulagti nahi hai.

Sahi nahi, nahi galat, Mera yeh faisala, Aawargi gawah meri, Karta bhala main kya. Tune banae hai meri, yeh joh bhi tasveere, Voh meri hai par main nahi, Unmein hu main kahaan? Houti kaha hai dosti, safar mein yu sabhi se, Hu main bhi ek ajnabi, Meri kadar kahaan!!

Sahi nahi, nahi galat, Mera yeh faisalaa, Aawargi gawah meri, Karta main aur kya? Tune banae hai meri, Yeh joh bhi tasveereh, Voh meri hai par main nahi, Unmein hu main kahaan? Houti kaha hai dosti, Yu safar mein sabhi se, Hu main bhi ek ajnabi, Meri kadar kahaan!!!

Safar mein dost banana hummein aaya na abke bhi, Khusi se haath milaana hummein aaya na abke bhi. Gire the kal bhi ussi mod pe, nazareh milake yu!! Ke girke phir se shambhalna, hummein aaya na abke bhi. Kiya hai ishq, humne bhi banaya hai ek mehal, Mehal ko taj banana hummein aaya na abke bhi. Hu dostoh ke saath mandiroh mein ja raha magar, Khuda se bhik mangana hummein aaya na abke bhi.

Sharaab ne jinhe thukara diya, voh jaye kidhar? Joh hosh mein hai voh madhosiyo ko paaye kidhar? Jinje kaza se lagta hai darr, voh jite hai, Joh maut se bhi ukta gaye, voh jaye kidhar? Dua mein haath utthe ek nahi jo laakho baar, Voh mandiro mein nahi rehta hai!! toh ab jaye kidhar?

Shukoon jara sa bhi mil jaye toh asar khaafi ho, Joh yaar mujko banaye voh yaar saaki ho. Karaar kisko mila hai yeh dil lagaane mein, Safar voh khubsurat ho joh ab bhi baaki ho.

Drifting aimlessly Safar mein aaj bhi koi mera nisaan na mila, Koi rasta koi manjil koi khudaa na mila. Ke mil rahe hai sabhi se yu hi milne ke liye, Vagar na kaunsa dil tha joh hummein viraan na mila. Gham ke bazaar se gujare toh, utthe laakho haath, Sukuun ki baat chali, toh ek hummein ensaan na mila.

Natures Tears So cruel you have been to me let me say you call me what? nature!! but why then betray?

Sab sahi tera hai karna  jindagi ae jindagi Koshishe phir kya main karta  jindagi ae jindagi, Sab hummein khamosh karne  mein lage hai jaane kyu? kaise apni baat kehtaa  jindagi ae jindagi. Khaweshe phir bhi hai jinda  jindagi ae jindagi Khud hi apni maar sehta jindagi ae jindagi

Lifeless Life Saas aati hai, chali jaati hai, pujane vaala magar koi nahi. (1) roz tanhai se sab ladhte hai, jeetata anth mein magar koi nahi. (1) log janamte hai, saas laite hai, zindagi jeeta magar koi nahi. (1) sach ko likhne ki sabne koshish ki, padhne vaala toh magar koi nahi. (1)

Sehem jaana, tera ae-dil kabhi, Kabhi be-khauff, tera ladhnaa. (1) Kabhi rouna yu ghut ghut ke, Kabhi has ke biikharr janaa. Kabhi fursat mein chup rehnaa, Kabhi mauke pe muskaanaa, Khudaa ko chahana lekin kabhi, Phir, phir ulajjaanaa. (1) Kabhi khud ko haraa daina, Kabhi duje kaa gham sehnaa, Kabhi yu ruth na khud se, Kabhi khud ko mana lainaa. (1)

Aadmi, The Man Sabko haranaa bhala munkin kaha hai, Khudko jitaana magar har roz chahataa hu. Aaakhe sahi hai magar gehraa andheraa hai, Tohkar lage kabhi toh  kyu ruth jataa hu? Mangil meri kaha ha? unjaan raaho mein, Uljha hua hu phir bhi uljhan badhataa hu. Ruktaa kahi nahi main har waqt jaldi mein, Hastaa tabhi jabhi main kisko rulaata hu. Har shaksha jhutha dikhe meri nigaaho ko par, Dekhu jabhi aaenaa sach ko chupataa hu. Khud se hi ladhne ke main sapne sajataa hu, Khuch yaad karte karte phir bhool jaata hu.

Sachchai se hardum jinaa, munkin hai nahi bhi, Har muskil ko hal kar laina, munkin hai nahi bhi. Khusiyoh main maatam sa houna, munkin hai nahi bhi. Murat mein esahwar ka houna munkin hai nahi bhi. Mera sach mein paagal houna munkin hai nahi bhi, Sabko jeevansaathi milna, munkin hai nahi bhi. Shabdoh mein matlab ka houna munkin hai nahi bhi, Suraj ka jagnaa na dhalnaa, munkin hai nahi bhi.

What is to be understood? Samajhane vaalo yeh samajoh, Samajhane ko bhalaa kya hai? Joh munkin hai usse samjho, Jahaa tak jus-tu-ju chaahe, Magar joh khuch hai na samjha, Woh na khuch sa bhalaa kya hai?

Main Kya Karta Hu? Shabdoh ko sajataa hu, Likhta hu phir gaata hu. Apne biite lamhoh par, Routaa hu, Hasataa hu. Kiska haath kaha par kitnaa, Tukdoh mein darshaata hu. Sachchai apna sach bole, Aise haath lagataa hu. Kya karta hu? Kyu karta hu? Kisko raaz batataa hu? Khud apna hi prerak hu main, Khud ko thosh banaata hu. Apne hunarr ki, anokhi kalam se, Jadoo saa kar jataa hu.

Soona jab ehasaas lage toh chain mile,(1) jaane kyu kal thanhai se darte the.(2) Muj mein saara arth dhaba hai jivan ka, Khud ko samjhane mein kitna marte the. aur ab,(1)(2) Mann ko lekar ab maine har kaam kiya, Bin dharmo ke kaise pooja karte the. English Translation: I observe an eternal satisfaction when, I feel seemless emtyness within me, I wonder why was I used to get, scared of this pause before. I can see this entire universe, is hidden within just "me" I wonder why I was not ready, to learn and research it before I relealisticaly see myself been doing whatever I am doing right from very now, I wonder who use to do whatever I thought I have been doing until now.

Savaal etne hi karo ke ji behel jaye, Khuch savalo ko javabo ki jararut hi nahi. Jaankar bejana rehne se bhala[ hua ] kya hasil, Dil ko muddat se javaabo ki woh hasrat hi nahi.

SAVAAL JO BHI KIYA HAI, VOH UNSE HAI KYU KHAFA, MERI NAZAR MEIN TOH DIYA HAI, VOH ENSE HAI KYU KHAFA. KITAB UNNE PADHI JO, VOH MAINE LIKH NE PADHI, SAHER TOH UNSE MILA HAI, MERE TOH SSAATH JAMIN, HISAAB MAINE DIYA HAI, VOH ESSE HAI KYU KHAFA. GAGAN MEIN JO BHI CHAMAK HAI, VOH TOH EN AAKHO SE HAI, MEHEK JO BHAGOH-CHAMAN ME HAI ,VOH TOH EN SASOH SE HAI, YEH SACH JOH SAB SE BADA HAI, VOH ESSE HAI KYU KHAFA. MEIN UNKI ULJANO KO, DARD KO VIRAAM KARU, VOH GALAT RAAHO MEIN HAI, MEIN YEH BAYAAN KARU, SHUBUT PYAAR MERA HAI, VOH MUJSE HAI KYU KHAFA.

SACH KO KAISE BHOOLAOGE Sach kehdu galti se gar mein, kehteh hai chal foot, Janke jooth nikele jo muh se, karte sab salute. Pehane taj yaha paero mein, rakh-khe sar pe boot, Kaisa yug hai chahe har koi, ek dusare ko loot. Bahut ho gaya nahi hai jina, kardo mujko shoot, No mr. We cann’t do so cause u are looking so qute.