In Search of Divine

I remember chatting with one of my friend back in 2002 wherein I jokingly said “ seeing the trailer means seeing the movie these days ” after which we gagged a little bit and continued talking about other stuff. But I personally can’t ignore this fact anymore as it applies to not only Bollywood but also Hollywood. Been constantly watching movies ever other weekend, since I graduated in 2010, I have enough experience by now to claim it with unshakable authority that ‘Trailers kills all the fun!’ I have personally tested the validity of this fact many times knowingly but at times unknowingly as well. Like the first movie I saw on big screen in U.S. was ‘Avatar’ and I am damn proud that it was. I avoided seeing any trailers, reading any reviews, so I had no idea about what I am going to see. The only bias I had in my mind before watching ‘Avatar’ was that it’s from ‘James Camerons’ the guy who directed ‘Titanic’. I had waited almost two years to break the record of seeing a m

When I am alone and quite or else in a group at a place where words have ceased to exist it’s precisely in those moments I feel an existence of a person name "NoBoDy" or at least that’s what I named him or may be her, I am not sure of its gender. "NoBoDy" speaks in a language weirder then its existence. I named it “SiLence”. "NoBoDy" even yells sometimes, just like us. And "NoBoDy" yells in so hard that I always try to switch to our action mode , the one which we are so much used to, and so are completely unconscious about, most of the time. I mean things like listening to music, thinking, planning, gazing at something, playing games, reading etc in simple words. I figured out that this makes it stop yelling. And so I try my best to kind of keep beating it every now and then, by using our action mode technique. "NoBoDy" belongs to "No Country” following “No Religion” and it’s the purest form of religion I have come to

Joh mere naam pe uske kabhi likha khat tha, Us mein dhoodha toh mera naam ka koi nishan hi nahi, Voh mera houke bhi jab anth mein mera na hua, Toh phir kaise kahe ke dil mein unke tha mein kabhi

Natures Tears So cruel you have been to me let me say you call me what? nature!! but why then betray?

Inspirations are rare, But why when I need it? My knowledge despairs, How often (should) I seed it? Inspirations are rare, But why when I need it? Is there any option for one to not to play? Just be a spectator and sip wine lets say, A game isnt fare, if its rules one cant breed it. Inspirations are rare, But why when I need it? For me to be lucky someone must pay twice, To rich goes the bread and to poor few lies, So much pain to bare, too less blood to bleed it Inspirations are rare, But why when I need it? When mind reached a stand still and questions rule by, You feel like its urgent to have wings and fly, If life must not slow down, Then how shall I speed it? Inspirations are rare,  But why when I need it? Being lost is so normal, Why scream then, Why shout? At times when ignorance (is) just not working out, I sure need some help then, To whom shall I plead it? Inspirations are rare, But why when I need it?

Listen: Sorry! Your browser does not support HTML5 audio controls.  Nazar milaane ke kaabil hum unke hai hi nahi,  Joh phool humne chuna hai voh phool hai hi nahi.  Hai mere saath kae dil joh unpe marte hai,  Par hummein unke mukammil kamaal hai hi nahi.  Voh hasse toh savaal khudmakhud hummein puche,  Hai kaisa yeh javaab jiska savaal hai hi nahi.  Unko dekha toh nazar jhuk-ke phir uthi hi nahi,  Khuch aur dekhne ki himmat ab enmein hai hai nahi.

Vakt be vakt hi hairaan chala chalta hai, Aaadmi khud mein paresan chala chalta hai, Aakhari saas tak uljha hua khyaloh mein, Apni uljhan ka hi bimaar chala chalta hai

Humne haalat ko bekaar hi kaatil samjha, Yeh hummein jindagi ki shik daine aaya the. Humne kudrat ko bekaar hi saamil samjha, Thosh kounoh mein saral bachpanaa chupaaye the

Main gujarata nahi toh kya karta, tu toh magaroor tha main kya karta, Mere hisse mein dard yu de kar tu palattaa nahi toh kya karta dillagi dil se kheli jaati hai dil se na khelta toh kya karta

Apne hi desh ko hum chod ke khusiyaa dhundhe, Jaise baadal bana paani phir ban gaya boondein, Boond har koi samundar mein jaa nahi milti, Dhundhene se kabhi khusiyaa yahaa nahi milti.

Unse nazar milane ka sapna saja liya yeh kaun mil gaya jise apne bana liya kal bekhudi joh thi meri (voh ab) tanhai ban gayi mandir ko us shakhs ne mere mehkhaana bana liya

Sab sahi tera hai karna  jindagi ae jindagi Koshishe phir kya main karta  jindagi ae jindagi, Sab hummein khamosh karne  mein lage hai jaane kyu? kaise apni baat kehtaa  jindagi ae jindagi. Khaweshe phir bhi hai jinda  jindagi ae jindagi Khud hi apni maar sehta jindagi ae jindagi

Love doesn't need any Witness or Proof Gar pyar hai toh dikhaae kyu? Apni nazar se giraae kyu? Mann mein joh thandhak, voh khaafi hai, Sabdoh se esko jalaae kyu? Dhoka chupane se chupta nahi, Jhuthi muhobbat bataae kyu? Duniya ko dil ki jarurat nahi, Douno ko phir ab milaae kyu? Jab khelane ki tamamnna hi na ho, Khudko haraae, jeetae kyu?

Voh dilruba na ban sake toh kya jaan hi sahi nigaaho mein na rah sake toh kya jubaan pe sahi unhe paane ki koi shart hummein yaad nahi magar voh jeetana chahete hai toh meri haar sahi

Hum unhe chahate toh hai lekin, Unse milne ki kaha haisiyat hamari hai Ab dava kaam kar nahi sakti dard se dosti hamari hai phir jamana hai has raha hum par phir voh hi jindagi hamari hai sach ne bebol kar diya phir hummein phir savaaloh pe chup hamari hai

Vakt hairan hai "mujko bhala koi kya samjhegaa", Dua-ae daiga kya koi, duhai kaise bhoolegaa. Gawaahai dil se nikalaigi to aakhe maat khaaegi, Samajdaari ke dal-dal mein samajdaari se dubegaa.