In Search of Divine

Ji rahe na mar rahe hai, Phir bhi yu hi loot rahe hai, Ae sanam kyu tere pyaar mein. Jindagi tamam humne, Kardi tere naam jabse, Ji rahe hai intazaar mein. Ab na koi aarzu hai, Bas teri hi justaju hai, kho gaye hai kis khayal mein. Har taraf dhua dhua hai, Jaane es-mein tu kaha hai, Aa meri nazar ke saamne. English Translation: I am neither living nor dieing, but then too I feel like I am getting robbed , Just because of your love, My darling. The movement from when I have given my whole life to you, I feel like I am living in endless waiting. I have no wishes anymore within me, what i have  is  you and I am totally lost in your momories from now . Everwhere I see, I see smoke clouds I dont know where have you lost within this, But I want you to come back and allow me to see you . come out of this smoke cloud.

Wrestling between an honest man versus the society. Joh hum-mein bawaraa samajte hai, Woh hum-mein asaraa-sa kya denghe? Hum-ne mar mar ke jisko sichaa hai, Woh fasal aaj woh jalaa denghe. Meri har baat pe joh hasteh hai, kyu mujhe bhik mein dua denghe? Enko kudrat ka kahaa khaltaa hai, Yeh mere aks ko mitaa denghe. Jinka dil hai par phir bhi khali hai, Woh hum-mein de bhi de toh kya denghe? Mere aasu aur phir mere gham ko, Koi tarkeeb se badhaa denghe. "Koi mandir mein ab nahi rehtaa" mere kehne pe bad dua denghe, gehre taano se meri ezzath pe, naastik ke chinha sa bana denghe. Jis gali se mein phir gujar jauu, woh tamasha koi bana denghe, mere zillat se dabe khandho par, bhoj aur koi phir chadhha denghe. thouda behlaakar tohuda pushlakar, mujko marne ke phir salaah denghe, aur kabhi bhool ke yeh joh saas bharu, mujko phir yaad yeh dilaa denghe. mera ensaan sa banana jinhe gawara na ho, woh mujhe aise ya waise jaroor hara denghe, aur phir...

Sachchai se hardum jinaa, munkin hai nahi bhi, Har muskil ko hal kar laina, munkin hai nahi bhi. Khusiyoh main maatam sa houna, munkin hai nahi bhi. Murat mein esahwar ka houna munkin hai nahi bhi. Mera sach mein paagal houna munkin hai nahi bhi, Sabko jeevansaathi milna, munkin hai nahi bhi. Shabdoh mein matlab ka houna munkin hai nahi bhi, Suraj ka jagnaa na dhalnaa, munkin hai nahi bhi.

Ek nazar se dekhtaa hu toh, duniya mein gham hi gham hai, [material] Aur dusari se dekhu toh, be intahaa pyar, [spritual] par douno se ek saath dekhnaa, koi hame na shikha paaya, na khud hi shik paye hai.

What is to be understood? Samajhane vaalo yeh samajoh, Samajhane ko bhalaa kya hai? Joh munkin hai usse samjho, Jahaa tak jus-tu-ju chaahe, Magar joh khuch hai na samjha, Woh na khuch sa bhalaa kya hai?

Dabi gehraaeyo mein saas laitaa shor sa kya hai? Mujhe insaan na banne de bhalaa woh zor sa kya hai? Khudaa ko jaanne ko jab bhi uske pass jataa hu, Mujhe joh khichtaa koi pakad ke dor sa kya hai? I conclude thats its ego but still I am where I was.

I know I was wrong Dou ghadi chen sa paane ko, sharaab baichi maine. Chahe vetan hi kamane ko, sharaab baichi maine. Jaagte hosh mein rehkar, sharaab baichi maine. Jindagi sidhaa bahuat tez, aazamatii hai, hai kya kya nahi sehkar, sharaab baichi maine. Dabe afshosh se karni ka, lekh likkha magar, Apni laalach ka bane ghulaam, sharaab baichi maine.

All I Won, But all I Loose, No wonder, I'm so Confuse. How Secret Lies, made me amuse, How Blatant truths, I kept refuse. I'm mindful now, of small and huge, So I took a vow, Not to abuse.

Es tej chalti duniya mein hum, bahaut hi piche reh gaye, sachhai se sar jhuk gaya, dum ghut gaya par seh gaye. thokar lagi, aasu gire, khuch marte marte reh gaye, Es tej chalti duniya mein hum bahaut hi piche reh gaye.

there is nothing like moonlight there is nothing like sun there is nothing like dreaming and having a fun there is nothing like air there is nothing like breeze there is nothing like water it flows and it freeze there is nothing like seeing, there is nothing like taste, there is nothing like smelling of scent or a waste. there is nothing like chilhood there is nothing like smile there is nothing like holding attension for a while there is nothing like flowers there is nothing like grain there is nothing like having a mind-ful of brian there is nothing like ocean there is nothing like trees there is nothing like having a freedom which frees there is nothing like breathing there is nothing like time there is nothing like willing to nourish divine there is nothing like power there is nothing like mind there is nothing like spreading forgiveness and kind there is nothing like oneness there is nothing like peace there is nothing like trying for highest re...