Bahaut dino ke baad hasa hu

Bahaut dino ke baad hasa hu,
Mujko paagal kehteh ho
Jaane kitna main roya hu
mujko paagal kehteh ho

Dare lagi par dheere dheere,
sach ko sach mein jaana hai
tere daman haar lagi toh,
mujko paagal kehteh ho

Koi chouti baat nahi thi,
tanha tanha sa jina
tanhai jab ghat hui toh
mujko paagal kehteh ho

kitna apne aap se ladhkar
aaj khuda ko jaana hai
sang mere hai aap khuda toh
mujko paagal kehteh ho

kaise uljha uljha jeevan
suljao ke chain mile
apni uljhan saaf dhiki toh
mujko paagal kehteh ho

English Translation:

I'm Laughing after a very long time,
so you are calling me mad ha!
I cant even count how many tears I have cried,
so you are calling me mad ha!

It took a long time to understand,
what's the real truth wholly and truly,
Just because you haven't been able to achieve this,
you are calling me mad ha!

It was not at all easy for me to spend,
time with loneliness surrounding me all the time,
Now that I have defeated my loneliness,
you are calling me mad ha!

I have fought so much, so hard with myself,
to understand this nature/god/truth,
Now that the nature itself is within/with me,
you are calling me mad ha!

Your life is complex, go solve it out,
for the sake of your own peace,
Now that you can see this fact clearly,
through me or because of me,
you are calling me mad ha!

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