In Search of Divine

Tu khudai ki baat karta hai, Toh bataade ki phir khuda kya hai? Khuch batane ke pehle soch magar, Tune socha jise woh khuda kya hai? Tera socha (hua) khuda banavat hai, Chal hai, dhoka hai, aur rukavat hai, Khol ke aakh dekh duniya ko, Bhand aakho se kab, dhikha kya hai? Dhyan karna yeh teri chahat hai, Baaki sapna hai aur dhikhavat hai, Dharam ko dhaar chod bhuddhi ko, Etna gehrai se sochtaa kya hai? God cannnot be thinked, discussed and or described but rather felt or experienced within oneself through meditation.

Aap paani ki baat karte hai, Maine paththar mein nami dekhi hai, Jindagi kya hai koi kya samjhe, Kisne khud apni chabi dekhi hai. Kyu bharosa kare tu kudrat pe, Tune kab eski sakal dekhi hai, Naam bas naam hi ko sun kar ke, Apni banee ko bigadte dekhi hai.

9/9/9 Khuch raaz aese khul gaye, Khuch baat aesi jaan lee, Hum sach se yu toh ladhte the, Par haar humne maan lee. Dhundha bahaut, chahat bhi ki, Humne khuda ke naam ki, Muddat lagi par anth mein, Apni sakal pehchaan lee.

Aadmi, The Man Sabko haranaa bhala munkin kaha hai, Khudko jitaana magar har roz chahataa hu. Aaakhe sahi hai magar gehraa andheraa hai, Tohkar lage kabhi toh  kyu ruth jataa hu? Mangil meri kaha ha? unjaan raaho mein, Uljha hua hu phir bhi uljhan badhataa hu. Ruktaa kahi nahi main har waqt jaldi mein, Hastaa tabhi jabhi main kisko rulaata hu. Har shaksha jhutha dikhe meri nigaaho ko par, Dekhu jabhi aaenaa sach ko chupataa hu. Khud se hi ladhne ke main sapne sajataa hu, Khuch yaad karte karte phir bhool jaata hu.

I'm crying n dreaming, 1 I hope theres a change, 2 A smile that spread forgiveness, A loss full of gain. 1,2 A light so bright n shining, Which uproots the pain. 1,2 An angel who turns all secrets, to simple and plain. 1,2 A voice so full of music, A life with no complain.

Ji rahe na mar rahe hai, Phir bhi yu hi loot rahe hai, Ae sanam kyu tere pyaar mein. Jindagi tamam humne, Kardi tere naam jabse, Ji rahe hai intazaar mein. Ab na koi aarzu hai, Bas teri hi justaju hai, kho gaye hai kis khayal mein. Har taraf dhua dhua hai, Jaane es-mein tu kaha hai, Aa meri nazar ke saamne. English Translation: I am neither living nor dieing, but then too I feel like I am getting robbed , Just because of your love, My darling. The movement from when I have given my whole life to you, I feel like I am living in endless waiting. I have no wishes anymore within me, what i have  is  you and I am totally lost in your momories from now . Everwhere I see, I see smoke clouds I dont know where have you lost within this, But I want you to come back and allow me to see you . come out of this smoke cloud.

Wrestling between an honest man versus the society. Joh hum-mein bawaraa samajte hai, Woh hum-mein asaraa-sa kya denghe? Hum-ne mar mar ke jisko sichaa hai, Woh fasal aaj woh jalaa denghe. Meri har baat pe joh hasteh hai, kyu mujhe bhik mein dua denghe? Enko kudrat ka kahaa khaltaa hai, Yeh mere aks ko mitaa denghe. Jinka dil hai par phir bhi khali hai, Woh hum-mein de bhi de toh kya denghe? Mere aasu aur phir mere gham ko, Koi tarkeeb se badhaa denghe. "Koi mandir mein ab nahi rehtaa" mere kehne pe bad dua denghe, gehre taano se meri ezzath pe, naastik ke chinha sa bana denghe. Jis gali se mein phir gujar jauu, woh tamasha koi bana denghe, mere zillat se dabe khandho par, bhoj aur koi phir chadhha denghe. thouda behlaakar tohuda pushlakar, mujko marne ke phir salaah denghe, aur kabhi bhool ke yeh joh saas bharu, mujko phir yaad yeh dilaa denghe. mera ensaan sa banana jinhe gawara na ho, woh mujhe aise ya waise jaroor hara denghe, aur phir...

Sachchai se hardum jinaa, munkin hai nahi bhi, Har muskil ko hal kar laina, munkin hai nahi bhi. Khusiyoh main maatam sa houna, munkin hai nahi bhi. Murat mein esahwar ka houna munkin hai nahi bhi. Mera sach mein paagal houna munkin hai nahi bhi, Sabko jeevansaathi milna, munkin hai nahi bhi. Shabdoh mein matlab ka houna munkin hai nahi bhi, Suraj ka jagnaa na dhalnaa, munkin hai nahi bhi.

Ek nazar se dekhtaa hu toh, duniya mein gham hi gham hai, [material] Aur dusari se dekhu toh, be intahaa pyar, [spritual] par douno se ek saath dekhnaa, koi hame na shikha paaya, na khud hi shik paye hai.

What is to be understood? Samajhane vaalo yeh samajoh, Samajhane ko bhalaa kya hai? Joh munkin hai usse samjho, Jahaa tak jus-tu-ju chaahe, Magar joh khuch hai na samjha, Woh na khuch sa bhalaa kya hai?