In Search of Divine

Yeh teri muhobbat, tujhe pyaar karke, Khabhi chhod daigi, toh kya kigiaega, Yeh ishq ka sagar, baraf ka nazara, Khabhi jal-jalaye, toh kya kigiaega, Bhale lakh katoh ko sehana hai aata, Khabhi dum nikale, toh kya kigiaega, Khade ho abhi tak pakad-ke  joh khandha, Voh khandha hilaye, toh kya kigiaega, Bhale sar jukata hai tera mulaajim, Khabhi sar utaye, toh kya kigiaega, Kalam yeh jo teri tu jo chahe likh le, Khabhi vakt mitaae, toh kya kigiaega, Bhale maut gungi a-durusaye hai ab tak, Khabhi khud pukare , toh kya kigiaega, Samander mein moti bhale lakh lekin, Tujhe dikh na paye, toh kya kigiaega, Yeh sari khudai maan-hi-maan mein tere, Khabhi maan ho pathar, toh kya kigiaega.

KHABAR   HI   NA   THI Haar ke ghar ko laut, aaaegeh, khabar hi na thi, Chand se etna dur, jaaegeh, khabar hi na thi, Jooth se, milo dur tak, mera rista hi, na tha, Sach ki aesi sajaa, paaegeh, khabar hi na thi, Kitna sicha tha, apne-aap ko, mangil ke liye, Jagteh-jagteh hi so jaaegeh, khabar hi na thi, Jindigi yu toh, khusi baat rahi, pal doo pal, Gham magar sath, yu nibahaegeh, khabar hi na thi.

Anubhav Dekha, suna, samja jo khuch, Jo bhi kiya khuch aur hai, (b) Khuch shan jo jivan se mil aaya mein, Jo bhi kiya khuch aur hai. (a) Kitni tamanna thi dil mein mere, Kitne hi armaaan jubaan pe liye, (b) Khuch shan jo amrit ka darshan kiya, Saara nazara khuch aur hai. (a) Sachchaiyoh se milne ke baad, Dharmoh ka matlab samajne ke baad, (a) Saara yeh jivan, saare nazare, Khud se yeh milna khuch aur hai. (a)

Mehfil saji hai jaam ki, Parada na kijiyeh,    (1) Khuch jaam humne pi liye, Khuch aap lijiyeh.     (2) Aesa bhala kyu sochteh hai, Ke jaam hai bura, Acche-bhale makaan ko, Maila na kijiyeh. (2)(1) Kitne tarah ke jaam hai, Kitne hi rang ke, Sab mein hai kaid jindagi, Dastak to dijiyeh. (2)(1) Ke saath mein kyu aur nahi, Eska tu daar na kar, Saari khudai saath hai, Bas aakh michiyeh. (2)(1)          Apne dimaag, krodh ko tu, Maan se alkag toh kar, Douri na tut jaye kahi, Utna hi khichiyeh. (2)(1) {    Jaam- pratik hai kadavi hakkikatoh ka    ya sachchaiyoh ka.    Jaam pijiyeh- sach ka saath dijiyeh. }

Chaahat Apne Aap Se Hame apne aap se yu chaahat hui hai, (1) Ke ab hum kisi se mila nahi karte. (2) Dua dete-dete ke thak se gaye hai, Dasha ab ho koi, dua nahi karte. (1)(2) Sabhi roshni mein sada ji rahe hai, Ke hum roshni mein diya nahi karte. (1)(2)

Reth ke dher par khade hai, Aur hosh nahi,  (1) Aur girne par khehte hai, Ke mera dhosh nahi.  (2) Kaho na jhuth ke duniya ka,                  Dard batati yeh, Hai reth, bhor ki haseen koi, Aos nahi. (1)(2) Vajan jara sa bhi rak dou toh, Eski jaan nikale, Yeh phul ko bhi nahi sehti, Etni thosh nahi. (1)(2)(1) English Translation: First we dont realize we are standing on a base madeup of pure sand and second when we fall we say its not my fault. Dont lie to yourself that it is helpful to stand on it and you are increasing your weight for a valid reason. Its in its nature to spread when the weight on it becomes heavier and so you will ultimately fall. Time to Open your eyes and See this truth.In simple words life is based on sand heap and it is bound to fall when the weight of useless desires kept on increasing.

KISSI  KA  INTAZAAR  HAI Mohobat ki nahi lekin,                       Kissi ka intazaar hai Ye aankhein chuup se hai lekin,                       Mera dil bakarar hai Na jane kaun-sa chehra,                       Mujhe ruk-ruk-ke dikhta hai Ye kaisa khel hai jismein,                       Na jit hai,na har hai.

Kadavi hakikat Badan ko dikhana aur chupana tera ruk-ruk ke, Nazar milana aur churana tera ruk-ruk ke, Voh baat karte muskurana tera ruk-ruk ke,         Mujhe yeh kadavi hakikat ka pata daiti hai.  (2) Nazar bachake tu zara joh khudko dekhegi,         Toh tere kaam tere ghar ko daga daite hai.   (1)(2) Main na aashik, na divana, hu fasana tera,         Kya pata fhir bhi kyu tumhe yeh jaam daite hai, Nasha hai essme, mehez tere kaam-aadat ka,         Ke khud-koh rokeyeh, yeh rouke bayaan daite hai.(1)(2)  

Sar jhukana aa gaya Jhute rishtoh ko nibhana aajamana aa gaya, (1) Mujko haste muskuraate sar jhukaan aa gaya . (2)                      Dostoh ke, dhusmanoh ke saath rehena aa gaya ,         Mujko jite-ji jahan mein , saas laina aa gaya. (1)(2) Thaam ke sach-chaeyoh ko kar gujarna aa gaya,         Ab khuda ke saath chalna, aur savarana aa gaya. (1)(2)(1)

SITARO SE KAHI BAATEIN NIBHANI HAI Jatai tumne jo baatein yeh kehkar ki kahani hai,       Mujhe maalum hai ke, baat mein kitna sa paani hai. Bhale main khakh hi chunta raha hu teri nazaro mein,       Mujhe maalum hai ke, khakh mein kiski nishani hai. Tum apni jindagi ko naam doh, viram doh jitne,       Magar mujko sitaro se kahi baatein nibhani hai.

Hum aa Rahe Hai Divaro dar ko aaaj keh-doh,         Ke hum aa rahe hai, Hum apni uljanoh ko darr ko,    Choudh ja rahe hai.                    Voh sach jo raaz tha voh raaz,        Humne khol diya hai, Nasiboh naam ko keh-doh , Ke hum aa rahe hai. Kinare dur the mujse ke jab, Hum tan se jite the, Magar ab andhiyoh se keh-doh,   Ke hum aa rahe hai.

Voh meri aaraju ko samaj kyu nahi pata,    (1)     Voh chaiin pyar hai mera voh kyu nahi aata.  (2) Bas intazar main hai kat rahi meri duniya ,     Katoh ki sej mein dabi hui meri duniya,          Saahil bane mukaam pe voh kyu nahi aata. (1)(2) Mere sabhi chirag ne jalna gawa diya,     Meri toh kismatoh ne hi mujko daga diya,           Voh mangiloh ki raah bane kyu nahi aata. (2)(1)(1)

Aajadiyoh ke naam pe, thagata raha hu main, Be-mol hi be-matlab, bikta raha hu main.(1)(2)   Meri  jindagi mein roj hi pal bitate hai yu,          Ke jaise dame jindagi bharta raha hu main.(1)(2) Saayad  yeh aakhari ho meri haarke nishaan, Varna toh roj haar-ke jalta raha hu main.(1)(2) Ke ab toh mil hi jaaegi mangil meri mujhe,          Varna toh roj khakh me milta raha hu main.(1)(2) English Translation: I have beeen cheated in the name of freedom, Since so long, For no price for no reason I get sold myself Since so long. Each and every second of my life  is spent in such a way,Like I am paying back for every breathe i am taking. I hope that this time its the last hint of my defeat trend, Otherwise I have been failing always and kept burning within. This time I will reach my destination I Wish so, otherwise I hav been meeting with this dust Since so long.

Eshavar-Milan-tadap Kisiki aank routi hain, kisika dil dhadakta hai, (1)                Teri umeed mein duniya ka har ek ensaan tadapta hai. (2) Koi mandir, koi dargha , koi mann mein pukare hai,                Tere darshan ko duniya ka har ek ensaan tadapta hai. (1)(2) Mila hai dard, chinaa hai chain yaha din ke ujale mein,                Tujhe pane ko duniya ka har ek ensaan tadap-ta hai.

Dil ki baatein kaun bataae , Dekhe kaun, dikhaae kaun. (1) Jis mangil pe raam basa hai, Us mangil pe jaye kaun. (1) Barsoh se routi hai aankhe, Pal mein dard mitaae kaun. (1) Andhiyaroh mein maan ka ghar hai, Ghar mein deep jalaae kaun. (1)

Achanak hi meri duniya, bahaut takalif daiti hai, (1) Voh aadat muskuraane ki, bahaut takalif daiti hai. (2) Voh bachpan ki nami mukh par, voh mann ka saaf sa rehena, Par ab aaena dekhu jabbhi bahaut takalif houti hai. (1)(2) Voh dinbhar befikar rehna, voh khud ko baadasha kehena, Aur ab bebash sa houne pe bahaut takalif houti hai. Voh sach ka samana karana, voh mandir mein diya karana, Voh chup rehena kabhi kis se, voh dhere dhere sharmana, Par ab mandir ko kehne pe bhi, bahaut takalif houti hai. (1)(2) English Translation: Suddenly my whole world starts to trouble me, alot, that habbit of laughing and rejoicing starts to trouble me, alot. That cuteness on my face when I was a child, That purity of heart when I was a kid, and now when I look myself in a mirror, it starts to trouble me, alot. That careless living for day n night and , That behaving, as if I am a king, when I was a small, and now when I find myself helpless and miserable it starts to trouble ...